And when we can't even question the construct of this language that I even challenge or that we have certain freedoms....I mean, when you can't help but run up on my avenues so you can drum up an issue because I need to be your focus, even though I'm living my own damn life, and you, no, not a focus...and if you started a site and talked all kinds of shit, even about me...I'd laugh and love that shit. Be fucking free. TALK-TALK. Do your own thing, and make clear, some smiling face wants me to associate with their holy whatever the fuck...that never happened. At all. Never any topic like that brought up by me, but you want to call me heaven, or talk about your church, I'll move the conversation elsewhere. I didn't bring that shit up, and yet you want to drop that theme on my ass all the damn time. Why? I'm there to work. What happened to showing up to work, to work. By all means, save yourself each and everyday. I'm here to work. Bless yourself however you please. I'm here to work. I'm good. You found your thing, that's great too. Start running me into an equation that wasn't mine....as even made clear when I was younger, and that's disrespect...and not a matter of what someone writes on their own time and own their own forum, but at a place of work, where it's about work. You want to do your spiritual thing, it's fine....just don't run that fucking game, of dropping these themes on my ass and then running the mouth with lies that have not a fucking thing to do with me or my belief system..and the play is incessant because I am indeed the lowest on the totem...so for many, why not? It's not like there would be any consequences with the behavior since it is me.
Is this disturbance? Or, would this be standing one's ground when there is a serious respect issue. Fuck nice nothing, especially when I see some daggers gunning for my back. Piss off with that smiling bullshit. By all means, I'm glad you found your path and it is opening you up to amazing things. Go for it. Not hating on you or your relationship to creation, etc... The issue arrives when one's path becomes universal to everyone, and anyone who claps back at that disrespect, treated to absurd notions like word games to further promote behaviors that gun for the disrespect in relation to someone who has their own damn path. Do your path. By all means. I'm doing mine and when you keep dragging me off of that path, I'm striking up the performative and getting ready to take the hell, fire, and fury, to the next level. Fuck your ABSOLUTE universalism loves. Fuck the insecurity of that. You found your path and what is working for you, love it. You want to act like you are the answer to me, it's a fucking fight. You want to lie to people like I'm on the sheeple plan, I'm coming right back at you for that shit. I wouldn't do that to you, and yet, it's okay to do that to me. No fucking way.
I'm on the non-universal plan, and I don't reject universalism, and yet, that doesn't mean I embrace the shit. One can make the claim, but how does that claim to being universal ever become substantiated....But it seems, like in college, there are some assholes, gunning on behalf of the church, in relation to the one of my design, of which is noted of throughout written record, fucking lying out of their asses about my affiliations, even to the point that I will mock the fuck out of these lies. Sure thing assholes. I'm a gay sheepdog, there to protect your flock and your Shepard. By day, a sheeple hero, by night, a dirty gay sheepdog slut. I fit right in, even though I fucking don't and you fucking know that need for my association among the bullshit smiles, isn't for my fucking belonging. What pisses me off the most, are certain folks, who should know that intelligence play, going with the hearsay, and joining in on the gun for the creative horseshit, all the while proclaiming to understand these matters of strife throughout history, and you know fighting for the rights of those of a particular design, and then once the class is over, once the powerpoint is finished, hearsay, and gunning for the one of this particular design with church intelligence. All of it, fucking bullshit. Live your own fucking life loves. I've got mine. Again, this isn't from a place of hate. It's a respect issue.
